“It would be better if you were paralyzed. From the waist down I mean” This is the kind of stupid shit I get from people sometimes. People who are unable to love and accept me for who I am.  Ignorant people who think you can categorize, hierarchize even, disabilities. Kind of like when you’re asked “would you rather be deaf or blind?” Ridiculous.  I feel like there’s always been a bit of a divide, an invisible wall if you will, between those of us BORN with a disability and those of us who ACQUIRED a disability at some point after exiting the womb.  There’s also an invisible wall between motorized wheelchair users and manual wheelchair users. One is better that the other apparently (more on that in a later post tho).  So now, not only am I being judged and ranked according to my disabilities compared to able-bodied people, but I’m also being judged and ranked in my abilities compared to OTHER disabled people. How about you “F*ck off” and you start judging me based on...

When I started taking pictures of myself and posting them on Instagram (which really, it's barely been over month) I braced myself for the negative feedback I would inevitably get from some people. Yes, ignorant and ugly people, but nonetheless Instagram users with the right to express their opinion. Now, I know that it hasn't been long enough to fully and correctly assess how the general populous is reacting to my photos, but overall it's been quite good. Except for,... the comments about my boobs and lack of overall "bra" presence. And this has thoroughly surprised me. I thought most women hated wearing bras? And I really do mean "most" because I know that some women love wearing their bras, and that's fantastic! But calling me "disgusting" for choosing not to wear one? Of ALL the things you could say about me... my wheelchair, my overall appearance,... you pick my nipples? It's so strange! Yes, these comments are coming f...

Can we talk? Human to human? I know that discussing disability and disabled people in general makes you feel uncomfortable. We "look" weird, or "act" weird... sometimes both. How many times have you seen someone like me and thought "Man, if I had to be her, I'd rather be dead". I get it. There's been times when I see someone with a more severe form of my own disability and think "Shit, I don't know how they do it". I don't know where they get the strength to do life, one day after another. For me personally, this is a huge part of what fuels my fire. I look at these people and what's happening with poor legislation than affects them, lousy support programs, greedy funding for therapies (or lack thereof) and I know I NEED to do something about it. This fuel is what gave birth to NuGenerous. And while I'm not alone in how I approach my feelings about disability, I am aware that most people (the grand majority) don't...

Let’s play a game of Would you Rather.  (Disclaimer: being disabled does not preclude you from being any of the things listed below. You could very well be disabled and a turd at the same time. Yes, they exist. We are not all inspirational little angels sent here by God to help you feel better about your own life.) K, lets begin! We'll start with an easy one. 1. A sexual predator.  This is a no brainer, right? Or? Would you rather be a candy toting, white unmarked van driving pedophile, or never again feel the sand between your toes? Is this harder than you thought? Let’s move on to the next one… 2. A racist How about this one? If you had to choose between being a racist waste of space, or needing help to wipe your butt after using the bathroom… Which would it be? 3. Sexist Would you prefer to live your life feeling as though your genitals were the most valuable thing about you, or require assistance feeding yourself? 4. A xenophobe ...